Just doing it

These two pieces from my recent trip to Kauai really echo one of the three words I'm trying to live by in 2014 (see my post about them here): DO, as in "Just do it!".
I had already painted two other scenes at a nearby beach and Rich and I had driven to this beach to finish the day just sitting and enjoying the sun setting. We were both pretty tired (he had surfed in high waves for hours while I painted) but all of a sudden I had this overwhelming urge to capture those colors as quickly as I could. My usual reaction would have been to suppress the urge becasue the thought of going back to the car to get my painting gear, open it all up again and get started would have seemed too much trouble. Plus, I thought I didn't have time anyway before the light changed too quickly.
But this time I decided to follow that inner voice that said "Don't be lazy, don't be scared, just do it, damn it!" I'm fortunate enough to have a great man by my side who considers it his "job" to lug my stuff around (he calls himself my sherpa and says men are just apes with clothes! But don't worry, the only whip being cracked in our house is not wielded by me, he has a very healthy ego!)
So Rich went all the way back to the car to get my plein air pack and in order to save time I didn't even bother with the easel and just rested the box on my lap, something I never do! 
I also used the Wallis Belgian Mist paper this time which I hardly ever use, preferring the white. But since I was in a "what the heck" kind of mood I just went for it. Twenty minutes later I had the first painting done and grabbed another sheet to do one more looking in the other direction. It was a blast! I didn't worry about anything except trying to get down the colors I saw in the clouds. I actually really liked the way they showed on the taupe tone of the paper and left a lot of it showing through. The whole time I kept telling myself "Don't judge it, just do it!" If we can leave the judgment for later in the studio it makes it so much easier to enjoy those magical moments of plein air painting.
Within the hour, my urge was satisfied, I didn't give in to my apprehension and was proud of myself for painting with gusto that day and getting an early start on my New Year's resolution. No remorse about once again letting an opportunity slip by and a nice sense of accomplishment for the day. NOW it was time to rest and just watch the sunset!


